I’m so lost with who I am. How did I go from a studious, always on top of her game type of girl to a girl who doesn’t study as much as she’s supposed to, who give up right when the going get’s bad? What happened to the girl I used to know. I’m just lost with who I am, even though I know who I want to be. I need God to give me a chance but it’s getting to the point where I feel like he doesn’t hear my cries. I know you’re too busy to hear me but God, whenever you can, show me the light. Show me which path I’m supposed to follow. I know I’ve sinned, and I know I’ve disappoint you, but I have never lost faith in You. As your daughter, as your follower, my faith is true. 

Please help me be a better student, daughter, grand daughter, and girlfriend. I love those around me too much to keep messing up, to keep making these little mistakes.